Holidays

Two weeks of school holidays have already begin for few days .... What i'm busying is tuition and tuition ... I'm having tuition everyday... sobs ... Due to the teacher has to leave just after our holidays .... So , I need to squeeze half of the syllabus into my brain within this two weeks .... Does it possible ? I do hope so ...  How pityful that i need to wake up in the early morning everyday ... and yet now is the holidays ... *Sigh*.... I was chatting with my friend about her recent life at KL and my life at here ...  a great difference between college's lifestyle and secondary school's lifestyle... Honestly , i prefer the life's there  .... Perhaps i didn t try before ... But I'm fed up with the form 6 's life ....  it's tiring ... I have a hatred of stressing myself ... and and and it's just after 3 weeks of study ... I have so much disatisfaction of it.... We are used to frightened by teachers around us .... Bla bla bla and bla ....They want us to be hardworking ... They are trying to let us know only hard works will lead us to succeed ...  We know that ... We really know that ... Why some of the teachers have to look down on us ..... Why Why Tell Me Why ? ...... ARGHHH .... I'm trying to persuade myself everything will be fine afte r i used to it ...